smh(breaking benjamin)

Sometimes people just rub me thee worng way.this song explains just how i feel right now!People dont understand me at all!

Wth Part 1

I think life is full of people who make it or break it. frankly to me college seems like High school all over again. girls fighting over guys and guys fighting over girls. i thought High school was over! 4 stinking years over, stuck with dicks, pricks and stuck up christian chicks! Did any body get the message that we got thought to a 4 year university where the teachers really do give a crap about you! What in the Flippy-Flam is going on around me! my now currently ex-roommate is acting like a prick thanks to the people he hangs out with. Is this because I'm not going to church lately?  IDK but he is now in a different room on the same floor. And now a girl that i don't like is now becoming a good friend. SMH! college is one weird place to be!  <sigh>...  Oh  I forgot to mention that one of my RHA on my floor  thinks I'm suicidal! WTH! The one and only time I had a suicidal thought was freshman year in high school!As quickly as it came is as quickly as it left and to add to that i was in school when I had the thought!   People today i believe do get the fact that  we are growing up and we have to leave the constant  messing with each other minds, and saying you don't like some one when everybody else  clearly See's it and tells you that you like him ,and the most importantly people need to know that  frankly i am  not in the the mood to be pissed off with!

:(

headache!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed off!

you know what really tires me is when some girl is acting like a huge bitch and and you are trying to be nise well I had it I don’t know  what i was going to do! this girl is a fucking slut! i really want to slap this bitch!!!!!!!!!!!

today marks the 1st day of a thing i'm calling the quote of the day! i'll start it off with this.

"Never reveal all of yourself to other people; hold back something in reserve so that people are never quite sure if they really know you."

— Michael Korda

tata 4 now!

Life in college 9/28/11

Sorry about  the long wait! well here is my life in a nutsdhell ! its week 5 of my college experence and i allready cried! College is getting hard!i'm 17 and im in college and its hard! i tryed to find a teacher of mine but i ended up getting confused on which way to go! I ts hard to believe that im in college but im still...me! i just what to survive and get good grades! it is becoming harder to do! 

life in college

well lets justy put it like this 2 weeks in and i all ready missed some assignments! damn it! i got to get on the ball!

college? already? well ....

i guess it hasnt set in but  i'm gouing to college ! woo where did the time go?

my life so far 7/8/11

Well so sorry about not getting on! been busy so let me catch u up! graduated high school and now on my way to college, working a Summer internship @ a newspaper until i leave, I'm competing in a drill competition tomorrow .... well if i get the steps down packed!(wish me luck on that!) as of now I'm having Fun!
bye!

life Outside of school

sometimes i miss being in a realtionship( oh wait i never was in one with anybody! Duh!). i mean its suck not find a girl that likes me for me but i know i will find one soon. ={Alittle off topic here but i finally graduated so im somewhat happy about that. Im gettieng my california ID tomorrow so ill be ok!
 ok, back on topic sometme aog when i was younger i used to look up porn. i started Doing that around the age of 14(what american teen boy deosnt look at porn when they are 14.... well i do noe  of some people that did that! anyways...)[sigh]i just wish i could find the right girl.

Life as a senior 5/9/11

hey so my senior year is almost done ! i cant wait to graduate!

Life as a senior 5/2/11

I have this obsesion to play with my pens when I'm board or when I'm trying to wake up. yea its kind of stupid but still do it. So must be wondering,or asking, "dude, seriously? your how old and you play with pens? your stupid!" Well as stipid as I may be thats my own way of making sure i stay awake beside trying to force myself(ps: never force youself to bo anything unless its for a project or homework).  What odd thing (if any) do you do to keep youself awake?

My Drumming Skills

This is a video of me playing the drums at my church about , I believe a year ago... NO wait I recorded this on January 16, 2011. I have been playing the drums for 6 or 10 years? I forgot! well be honet and please no negative comments! I really dislike those! Well this recording took place @ my chruch... SOOOOO... yea enjoy and leave a comment!

this is Slam ball

If your wondering whats slamball is you can go to this link(slamball.net) or just watch this video

Remember this?

Life as a senior 3/28/11 ='(

The 4 quarter officially started but new news for me because even though I'm not failing any of my classes(thank God!!!)  the seniors take our finals... I believe a week earlier.I don't know i got to check it out more... Well anyway I'm sort of disappointed be cause this girl i like at my school. (the name is Los Angeles Adventist Academy) We(by we i mean the school) don't technically have a Prom. We cant dance at a gathering. I overheard today that most of the school did the cha cha slide.ohh wowwww!That's convenient! well anyway back to the story this girl; [( lets just name her April) not because that's the next month people! I couldn't think of a name] I asked her if was going to the Junior /Senior Banquet. She said that she was going alone. i ask to be her escort and she said that her father does not want her to date. now for the people that actually read my blog let me ask u a question. my question is  if this was you  and the guy or girl you were asking said this what would you do? ill see you guys tomorrow!

UMF Class 2

In umf class ... again! yea! woohoo ! jk well I think its 2:00 on the dot . Im glad I came I just got to figure how to make sure not to mess this up!  oh ... by the way check out brownstonemagazine and their blog on blogspot. See ya!

Senior Class trip =@

Well I got midterms this week!(sorry it been so long but still ...)  i need to ask this! Lets say your a senior in high school and you and your class were trying to figure out were to go on you senior class trip:

San Francisco  or    Lake Mead/HENDERSON

now me personally i don't know where Lake Mead is and  i could care less! but my class choose San Fran first!~ wheres the logic in that!

12 or 16 more weeks?... idk? why cant school just end already!

 hey guys whats up! Sorry I've not been around in the longest! (P.s. Happy new year! i know if really late but still  i have not been on in a while so spare me the fact)!  I've got Drama to tell you and hope you comment on what i should do! You see it started on January the 27. My mom (after i told her...) got onto my online grades account and printed  out my senior English grade which was a fail. (It is now at a 63.43% | D.) this happened because i didn't do any assignments. Yeah i would say it wasn't my my fault ( it is entirely my fault...) but every time i go into my English teacher's class for second period, it always feels like I'm getting yelled at. what do my guys think i should do? comment please see ya!