Delmma pt.1

I wonder if anyone else has had this problem before. I have a crush on this girl. But I like to hang out with this other girl. I know it sounds cliché but now I have a crush on both of them. I don't know how and I don't know why but I do.
Either way the first girl she's beautiful. her hair is very cute  and her glasses; she wears them well most of the time, when she wears them she's cute even if she doesn't wear them. She doesn't know it but since I first saw her I  thought she was so cute. I know it still sounds so cliche and I sound like a stalker for saying all this... wait I'm actually writing all this but any way I can never build up enough courage to say; to tell her that I actually like her and it's always made me mad for some reason don't know why but I always does. I have I always wait on every  girl crush. I don't know why I just do but wait I forgot to tell you about the second girl. 

The second girl is a girl I just met in 3rd semester at my community college and trust me she's cool to hang out with and we are good friends but recently I got to thinking what if me and her became a couple.  I mean she lives in Inglewood while I live in South LA or watts whatever you wanna call it. But either way me and her just click you know. I mean she's really fun to be around and I just thought about it today which was weird because I had to go to class today and I forgot there was no class but that's besides the point.

The point is even though these two beautiful ladies are both in college. My thing is how do I choose. Yes i know that its actually easy sometimes going back home with both of them on Instagram that but let me tell you this because I asked the first girl how her dating scene was going and the first girl and I are friends obviously. But I got a feeling I missed my opportunity.

But you know once you get to know a girl then you become friends with her and you want to get to connect with her but you don't want to be stuck in the friend zone and trust me I really doesn't want to be stuck in the friend zone the whole time. I really don't know what to do.  I have a crush on two girls... well one girl I have a crush on and the other one is just a friend that i thought about today and I was thinking about asking her but I didn't I don't know if that was good thing or a bad thing to ask her if she liked me.

To sum this all up... Two girls one guy the choose is mine and I'm too lazy to do crap about it.

My life sucks!

Don't ask why if you don't want to.

my life so far.. (update)

I totally forgot  that I had a blog..(Geesh I suck! I got to keep up with my sports blog and this one too!) well here's a brief update so you can say... I guess you can say I made some new friends at this place in my life, I was in a band over the summer of this year but it fell out because of no gigs so we disbanded paid a $2600 tuition bill my community college listed me as "Out of State". Oh I forgot to mention I was sort of liked this girl who shall remain nameless. so me tell if this is weird, if I am just plain stupid for not seeing this coming or both; when me and this girl first started to talk and get to know each other I asked if she had a boyfriend and she said no. I was in the clear to pursue and eventually make her mine. BUT my gut told me she lied. Of course I didn't listen! Should I have listen ? Oh well!  We Called each other and texted each other almost every day... but during the school year that started in September things changed and I don't mean like for the better. I decide to text her one day and asked her what she was doing and she said "Talking  to my Boyfriend". My reply: "What?" Long story short boyfriend tried to text me a riot act saying, "Step off she's mine I don't know who you are"... blah Blah BLAH!   So anyway I replied at first saying nicely "dude I am just a friend..." emphases on the word friend. but  the Boyfriend was not hearing it.. I left the conversation by saying this after I kept telling him the statement above "I have better things to do on a Saturday night..." Anyway's after that I just played x-box and tried to forget that ever happened. Besides my Birthday is around the corner so... I'm GOOD!

-jAY

summer flashback

You know how you are telling a story about your childhood and  then a few seconds later you treat a child the exact same way  you were treated in your childhood...yea my sis just reminded me about all the summers I spent at home doing absolutely nothing but eating, sleeping and playing video games... Yea I would say that I hate flashbacks but what my SIS said to me was actually useful... Thanks SIS...

Los Angeles Life Take two

Sorry its been so long ladies and gentlemen but really nothings truly changed.... OK things somewhat changed. What I mean by that is I am in school at El Camino College, but they want me to pay 1800 bucks ( I'll tell you guys about that in a later post ). Moving on I have seen a couple of my friends that I have made in high school that are currently @ El Camino notice me and ask the question, "I thought you went to Arizona?  What happened? Why are you back in L.A.?" I admit its funny seeing old friends and not talking to them (well most of them i saw but never talked to). Anyways lifehasnot changed At all except im taking the metro train and bus to school...ugh.... I want to go back to NAU!!!!

peace
-jerriel

thanksgiving, the overweight persons holiday

 i know... i know i havent been on for a while.. but i am trying to get my computer fixed up with wifi so welcome to my thanksgiving post  co titled the overweight persons holiday. why did i say that? basicly because its the truth. this is the only time of year where overweght, average, and skinny people alike sit down in a dining room or kitchen table and eat turkey and all the rest of the thanksgiving fixings  and pig out(in my opnion). currently my parents who have been married for 22 years i believe are cooking right now and i get to sit back and enjoy the smell of good food cooking. all i got to do is empty the trash when it gets full...i thinks thats a good deal to say the least...well time to clean my room...


peace,
jerriel

Los Angeles Life take one...(randomness)

play first while reading!------------^


What happens when you miss the college you went to and miss the friends you made.... Damn it all i can think about is the this university called NAU...For those of you not familiar i used go to a university in a small town of Flagstaff, Arizona called Northern Arizona University.... I have good friends that i have made in less than a year and a girl i still crush on till this day and being here in  This City [L.A., CA]is just Killing me... i screw up my grades and now i am stuck @ home doing nothin but eating my parents puit of house and home....I got a job but nothing to show for my troubles meanwhile my High school friends(the handful that i ACTUALLY still talk to)are still in school, have no girlfriend(hopefully that can change), yet i wake up, get on the computer, watch TV, sleep(repeat that for 5 days straight), i cant get a car because where the hell am i going to go and what the hell am i going to do..... jeez if the economy had not been so effin screwed then we would be better off contributing our time to something else but and i'm not trying to bash but   effin politians you mofos screwed every effin thing up!!! anyways i know i was a bit of track but L.A. Life  is boring....NAU TAKE ME BACK AS A STUDENT GOSH DARN IT!!!!!